feeling guilty...
hello all, hope you had a lovely day. not much going on here lately. i have been doing my bowflex workout after work,so on certain days there may not be time to be on here. just so you know. plus ive been having toys steady rolling in. hehe...
anyway, on to an issue thats really starting to bug me. ALOT!! i keep having dreams about jeff. i cant stand it. i cant how bad it makes me feel. they arent dirty dreams,but its all the same. i shouldnt be dreaming of him at all. dammit. every dream is basically the same. im begging him to get back together with me. ummm no..those days are long over. i will never beg him to be or do anything. and why am i dreamiong of him anyway?
in real life, yea i may think of an old time every now and then,but i dont EVER think of us being together again. i would never go back with him. even if jim dumped me and jeff came crawling on his knees with a 7 carat diamond ring. bc noone ever made me feel worse about myself then he did. i just dont get it
i wish jim was here.....
anyway, on to an issue thats really starting to bug me. ALOT!! i keep having dreams about jeff. i cant stand it. i cant how bad it makes me feel. they arent dirty dreams,but its all the same. i shouldnt be dreaming of him at all. dammit. every dream is basically the same. im begging him to get back together with me. ummm no..those days are long over. i will never beg him to be or do anything. and why am i dreamiong of him anyway?
in real life, yea i may think of an old time every now and then,but i dont EVER think of us being together again. i would never go back with him. even if jim dumped me and jeff came crawling on his knees with a 7 carat diamond ring. bc noone ever made me feel worse about myself then he did. i just dont get it
i wish jim was here.....
posted by naughtygirl @ 4:14 PM
3 Comments:
At 4:30 PM,
Krista Springtead said…
i had a dream once while i was staying at my parent's house for the weekend.
i don't remember the dream at all.
but i recall waking up terrified and completely paralyzed. i tried everything i could to scream help but i just lay there scared out of my mind.
at what? i don't know. possible i was scared of growing up to be the girl that stays are her parent's on weekends instead of having a life.
i fixed that right away.
and this has nothing to with anything....
At 4:55 PM,
Pep said…
Hey, it's just hman nature, it doesn't mean anything... well, not really.
Tell us more about those toys...!
;)
At 7:45 AM,
Dom said…
I think it's just because you're missing Jim. The mind can play strange tricks on you sometimes. And at least yu seem to be keeping yourself busy ... !
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