do i really wanna?

do i really wanna be part of this family? fucckkkkk no!! christ i cant stand these people. sighhh. ok first things first

so work was work. i went in today and my friend mike whos been being a real bitch lately was bitchy yet again today. and when hes bitchy thats when he wants to pick fights with me. lucky me. well if i am in a good mood, unless he says something really shitty it doesnt bug me too much.today i gave him the warning that once i come back from sending jim off, he better cut this shit out,cuz i wont be tolerating it. and he starts popping off at the mouth about how i just talk alot of shit and blah blah blah. well now i start getting all worked up which was the plan in the first damn place, im so dumb. and im flipping out,of course. im bitching to the girl i work with and shes like vanessa calm down its not even time to start stressing about it. and im rambling"....i warned him. let him fucking get smart me with me when i come back. i fucking dare him. see if i dont get fired i dont care..." and on and on like that. and i mean it too. everyones used to nice vanessa. so they dont take me seriously when i say i will flip the fuck out. if they only knew. noone there knows about all the fights i got into at my old job. and noone knows about the fights ive gotten into here. im a bad bitch. i am nice until you fucking push me,and once that happens watch out. i turn into the incredible hulk. well as far as the angriness is concerned. so i told mike, i fucking dare you to come at me. see what happens. it wont be fun and games anymore...then i shutup. no need to be angry when its almost time for the 3 day weekend.

then the girl i work with was like and you better not be coming back with bruises. and i said well you can count on that. i like to wrestle. i keep thinking one day i will be able to take jim. but he always kicks my ass. which makes me more determined the next time,which means i get my ass kicked worse.lol oh and dont be surprized if i have rugburn too,bc he likes to drag me around on the floor by my ankles. lmmfao. she didnt know what to say.i think she thinks i was like talking dirty but i wasnt. well maybe a little with the rugburn.hehe

speaking of dirty..im very excited to say that there is a new jenna jameson porno out. i think it is called krystal meth. filled with the usual fun packed stuff that jenna usually has. i will be ordering it very soon.hehehe

oh yea and at work, we have a newsletter thing and i put something in it for jim. it reads

Vanessa W. would like to ask everyone to join her in sending out prayers and well wishes to the B Troop out of Annville,PA. Her boyfriend Sergeant J.C. as well as the rest of B Troop will be shipping out to iraq for a year later this month.

cheesy i know,but its something, ya know?

i went to the gym after work today and worked up a good sweat. i was only there for 35 mintues. but i dont wanna push it ya know? but thats 2 days in a row. i wont be going tomorrow but i plan on going saturday and sunday. tomorrow i will bowflex as well as monday.

and jims stupid parents were here today. i dont even wanna talk about it. i Will be getting those mofo keys back. oh yea...i will!!