feeling blue

so i have decided that pms has come in time to kick me in my ass. damn shit! im really sitting here and crying as i type this damn thing and i really have no reason for it. i was talking to jim and you know i asked him to do that whole thing for my bday, and he says he might not have time which i understand and all but i just cant stop fucking crying. its killing me. my bday is gonna suck. im not even excited anymore.

this weekend sucked. and im not really hopeful for my actual bday, or next weekend. weve been talking about going to the hardware bar which is a kick ass place if we actually make it there. i dunno

im going back to bed