blahh

it is 7am and i am actually awake. something very wrong with this picture. sighhh...so anyway i have been off from work since weds. and i am so bored. lol thats the only problem with having alot of time off..i get restless. i mean there is stuff i could be doing....but i dont want to do that.lol un fortunately i need to clean the house at some point. i leave for nj in 6 days and god knows the second im not here sue will be here snooping. so at least the house will be clean...nosy bitch.

i talked to jim on the election day...so he is alive and well. which makes me happy. the other day i made the mistake of asking jim what qualities his perfect girl would consist of. and he said me without the meaness...well then i pushed and asked if he meant that or just said it to avoid a fight. and then he said i could lose some weight. i stared at this comp screen for about 5 minutes before i could say ok goodnight.lol i was so pissed. apparently the fact that i ve been trying does count. the fact that i already lost 50lbs..pshhh who cares. fucker. he said i dont look the same as when we met. well shit he doesnt either. and i made sure to let him know..he aint thin either. then i asked what the erfect weight would be and he said he didnt knomw. and i said like my sister and hes like yea. sighhh...i hate men