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Tuesday, January 25, 2005

ooooooo i upset him......

lets see i really dont have a whole lot to tell. and its been awhile since ive bitched so here goes..

first im gonna say i hate blogger and i think it hates me back. it hasnt been letting me do posts and it takes 3 hrs to leave a comment on someone elses blog. 3 hrs to get to the comment page and another 2 to publish it. ok now onto the real bitching

well it seems i broke the rules boys and girls. not that thats a big surprize,but it seems i have upset my lover. just like his dad told me not to. but you know what, fuck the rules. heres what happened. i know its stupid but like i said its pms time. so there(sticking out tongue)

the other night i was on the phone with jim. now when jim calls hes only allowed to talk for like 5 minutes. and when he gets off the phone sometimes i get really sad and i cry. well..on said day, i cried and i told him how much i missed him and i was so sad being without him. and while i was crying he was like.. "well i gotta go to bed now. ill talk to you tomorrow. love you " and then he hung up.

um EXCUSE ME but if im upset and crying you dont just hang up the fucking phone. at least say dont cry or something like that. dont fucking hang up you inconsiderate bastard. i was pissed. i cried myself to sleep. went to work the next day feeling quite shitty, and when he called later that day i gave him hell. now i know some of you can tell from my blogs im kinda bitchy.lol so i made him tell me it was mean and he apologized and then he was upset for being such a dick. well i didnt wanna upset him, i just wanted him to understand what i was feeling. so then i sent him a text message saying i was sorry he was upset, that i love him and blah blah blah stuff to make him feel better. i told him to text me back so id know he was ok. no text. then he didnt call yesterday. you know if he really wants me to love him and wait for the next year and five months alone.. youd think hed be a little more damn appreciative of me. god damn. now im mad all over again. i hate pms!!

sighhh

9 Comments:

  • At 6:40 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    I think we all need to write emails to blogger and let them know we are experienciing technical difficulties.
    I see that you are stressed!I wonder how he feels being so far away and he knows he can't make you feel better with words, it is probably frustrating to him and when men get that way about the women they love they tend to RUN!!! hence "gotta go love ya bye,click"
    And I am sure he did feel like a shit and now he is sulking or the sevices are keeping him very busy and he is exhausted.I know pms makes you not want to understand where he is coming from, but he is where is for your future together and for his country.Aren't you proud of him? Jerz, I hate to say it but I think you are being selfish...And the only reason I can tell you that is because I am having a bitchy day myself LOL.
    thequeen (didn't feel like sighning in):)

     
  • At 7:14 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Is he in jail???

     
  • At 8:11 PM, Blogger naughtygirl said…

    lol mr underhil, no hes in the army. hes in mississippi right now for training before he goes to iraq

    queen, bc im having an angry day i shall not comeent on your comment. ok j/k, im not being selfish. i dont really know how to explain my thoughts without sounding selfish soo....sigh

    i give up

     
  • At 9:44 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Oh, same thing.

    You should post pics of yourself ;)

     
  • At 10:22 PM, Blogger Krista Springtead said…

    jerx, i think senor undhill is campaigning to take care of your needs whilst jimmy is gone.

    this "posting pic" thing....
    he wants to get a good look before he makes his offer.

    i say negotiate.
    phone sex isn't cheating is it?

     
  • At 10:23 PM, Blogger Krista Springtead said…

    oops i said jerx.

    BWAH!! it was an accident...i swear...no really...umm..ah-hem

     
  • At 10:37 PM, Blogger cedia said…

    Blogger sucks big time! Took me so long to post.

    Anyhoo,..

    Girl! How many times do you have PMS?! LOFL.

    On a serious note, keep yourself occupied. He'll be coming home soon, then you can make porn love just like you blogged about. :)

     
  • At 1:46 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Haloscan is free and they will install it for you for free!!!! haloscan.com!!!!! consider it please!! so much easier to comment and to get comments!
    sending much love to ya girlie, sorry bout the selfish comment.It did seem that way..hmm sorry,I was very cranky earlier and prolly shouldn't have been adding my two cents anywhere LOL <3 :)

     
  • At 4:30 AM, Blogger Pep said…

    I think most people use word or notepad or something like that for their posts/comments so that they can keep whatever should bloger fuck up.
    I use w.bloggar for posts, that let's you save then away.
    Anyhoo, isn't it great, those little vicious circles where A gets upset at B, apologises when B then gets upset at A and apologises coz A is now upset and ... and ... and .... aaarrggghhhh!!!

    :/

     

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