Its all about me...screw everyone else..

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Friday, March 18, 2005

i still hate him!!lol

ok so heres the deal. im a lil bit better today. a lil bit. first i will say im very proud of the ones that have turned to haloscan. now we can continue to be a big happy blog family.lol second,for those of you who dont know this, yesterdays words were from 2 songs. the first was called faint by linkin park the second, numb also by linkin park.

ok so here was my day yesterday. i went to work where i was done with my stuff by 9 am. then i was forced to clean. im not a fucking maid. i dont sweep. especially dusty shit!! im allergic to dust. like really bad. so i sulked and whined for a loooonnggg time. didnt help me at all. well anyway, then my stepdad called me. i had called him first of course. this man raised me from a baby. he also has all the money in the world. lives in a 3 million dollar house,with all the finest furnishings, 3 boats cuz he lives on a lake, a bmw..you get the point. anyway, so i call him to beg for money. bc my job pays shit. i make 285 a week. so roughly 1200 a month. ok so i pay 600 amonth for the house,300 for the baby sitter, 110 for my car insurance, and about 100 for gas. so i have nothing left over. nothing. were gonna run out of food soon and im gonna have to quit smoking..blah blah blah. but now my car has decided to take a shit. i need $280 to fix it. all i said to him was can i borrow some money, he changes the subject and says so how is everything else going? i started bitching. obviously not good if im calling asking YOU for money. cuz hes always the last resort. then i got a 20 minute lecture about how i must have a screw loose in my head and my financial records and all that shit. until i got yelled at from this bitch at work.

needless to say, im not getting the money. i never even got to tell him how much i wanted. it could have been $20 for all he knew. fucker!!

hes got millions of dollars. this hurts me. i cant believe he said no. actually he didnt even say it. it was just known.

i wonder if i died tomorrow if hed even care. as long as he didnt have to pay for it he might.

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