ive decided....

i was fine all day long yesterday. and then i went to cowboy joes post and read all about love and how wonderful it is. then i cried. damn pms and loneliness. i can pretend when im not pmsing. but once it starts,pretending is over. im sad, im lonely, i want a damn hug and a kiss. so from that point on i was miserable and had to cry myself to sleep. again.....

but anyway, ive decided that when me and jim finally get married, when this mess is all over and hes done with army shit and never has to go back again that,im changing the song for our first dance. it was gonna be unchained melody. cuz its just beautiful. but, at my work we listen to this station on the radio that plays songs from the sixties,seventies and eighties they say,but i have yet to hear one. anyway, unchained melody is played every fucking day. and im getting tired of hearing it.lol but another song had popped into my mind. it is also on the station but i only hear it once a week. im sure you all know it.

ALWAYS AND FOREVER....



Always and forever
Each moment with you
It's just like a dream to me
That somehow came true
And I hope tomorrow
Will still be the same
Cause we got a life of love
That won't ever change

Every day lend me your own special way
Melt all my heart away with a smile
Take time to tell me
You really care
And we'll share tomorrow together

There'll always be sunshine when I look at you
Something I just can't explain
It's the things that you do
If you get lonely
Call me and take
A second to give to me
The magic you make

Every day lend me your own special way
Melt all my heart away with a smile
Take time to tell me
You really care
And we'll share tomorrow together

I'll always Love You...Forever

Every day lend me your own special way
Melt all my heart away with a smile
Take time to tell me, You really care
And we'll share tomorrow together

Baby, Baby, Baby
I'll Love You Forever
I'll always Love You Forever
Together
Forever

god i miss him... :(