this shit bothers me...

seems like every time jim goes away i meet a really nice sweet hot guy. and every time i meet that nice sweet hot guy, i have a friend trying topush me into screwing them. for lack of a less vulgar word.lolthis bothers me. i kept trying to tell her i love jim. i only wanna be with jim, i only wanna kiss him and be dirty with him. why is that so hard to understand? why does she make me feel like i am the one thats wrong.i think i may cry. heres the conversation. i am the jerzeegrl

Chatty chatam: YOu are HUMAN!!!!
JeRzEeGrLiNmD: but i LOVE jim
JeRzEeGrLiNmD: now rebecca
JeRzEeGrLiNmD: dont try to make me a bad girl
Chatty chatam: Youre gonna do something that you wont ever regret
JeRzEeGrLiNmD: no i will regret it
Chatty chatam: Hey you only live once!!!!!!!!
Chatty chatam: Why!
JeRzEeGrLiNmD: bc i love jim
JeRzEeGrLiNmD: i dont ever wanna mess with someone else
Chatty chatam: There is not just one for everybody hell i been in love 5 times!!!!!!!JeRzEeGrLiNmD: yea, i loved jeff too.but not like i love jim. i dont wanna be with anybody else
Chatty chatam: And still am looking
JeRzEeGrLiNmD: yea josh is hot, and he seems like the perfect guy, but i love jim, i only wanna be with jim
JeRzEeGrLiNmD: noone else will do
Chatty chatam: Well then stay lonely!!!!!
Chatty chatam: Hey you onley live once!!!!
JeRzEeGrLiNmD: i will but with a nice friend
Chatty chatam: Take care of no 1!!!!!!!!!
JeRzEeGrLiNmD: lol your funny
Chatty chatam: Whats he doing out there?
JeRzEeGrLiNmD: who?
Chatty chatam: JIM??????????
Chatty chatam: IM sure he gets out and about he his a man!!!!!
JeRzEeGrLiNmD: nooo noo he doesnt
Chatty chatam: NOt to upset you but we are all human
JeRzEeGrLiNmD: he doesnt have any free time
Chatty chatam: Okay but you do
JeRzEeGrLiNmD: noooooo
JeRzEeGrLiNmD: i wont do it
Chatty chatam: Infact you have to much time on youre hands GOOOOO forit
Chatty chatam: Hey hell never know
Chatty chatam: Unless you BOO HOO to him
JeRzEeGrLiNmD: im very honest. id tell him
JeRzEeGrLiNmD: i wont do it
JeRzEeGrLiNmD: its not even a thought in my mind

sigh..why do people not understand. this is only part of the conversation. i had to block her eventually,bc she was making me very insecure like. even though i knew better i started thinking,what if jim IS doing stuff with someone else? even if i thought he was i still would not screw the hot boy. i love jim with my whole heart.even when it seems there is not one sensitive,romantic bone in him. and the hot guys got him all, that doesnt mean i wanna run into the hot guys arms. I LOVE JIM. but no matter what i said she kept telling me to screw the hot boy,bc jim was probably screwing someone else. that it was sweet that i loved him,but love doesnt last. i was so frustrated.

at like 1 am jim called and i was all snappy with him. poor jim. but i told him about what my friend had said and he was PISSED. said he wanted to smack her around.lol and then i felt a lil bit better. and made sure he knew i would never do anything like that.

but it still bothers me a bit. nice friend,huh?

happy easter to all!!