i swear...

i swear men are stupid. like really stupid. if i ever find like one damn romantic,sensitive nerve in jims body ill die of shock and never live to test it out. i asked jim while we were reminiscing about us, when he first knew that he liked me. he said 30 minutes into the conversation. and i was like awwwww. then i asked him why he chose me,he said cuz i had tits and a pussy and he likes girls. so i tried to ignore that and said well so did all the other girls that worked with us. he said yea but yours were bigger. asshole. ruined the moment. but im gonna try to ignore all that and post another lovey song. cuz i know how you all love them!!lol

ok never mind,couldnt find any i liked. so here is another old poem...

someone asked me what id do if you had to go
but i guess the truth is i dont really know
i know id be miserable if i couldnt see your sweet face
i wouldnt be comfortable in any place
i wouldnt be able to smile without your loving touch
id be so unhappy missing you so much
itd be like the world was over without you by my side
id sit by the calendar watching the years go by
id dream of you every night and wait for you to return
id cry tears of lonliness my heart would yearn
i think i might go crazy without having you near
i would watch the news and worry be full of fear
i would wonder if you thought of me like i would of you
and think of how i love you and you love me to
i could dream of our future as i wish on a star
and hope that wish reaches you wherever you are
id look at the pictures so id never forget your face
maybe revisit some of out favorite places
i would hold my teddy bear so close as i try to sleep
squeeze him like he was you so as not to weep
id think of the old days and how far weve come
id think of how the bad days are almost done
id do all these things so i wont be sad
and then maybe those 18 months wont be so bad
but then again who am i trying to fool?
bc life isnt life unless im am with you

for my baby boo......