what a day

yea so yesterday was an interesting day. yea so i got up on and off from 3am till about 6 when i said fuck it and got up. so i got motivated to clean this dump.lol bc god knows the second im not in the house sue will be here a snooping. so gotta make it sparkle.

then i called randi at about 10..god the day seemed to have been like forever by then. and the guy that lives at her house answered and said she never came home. hmmmm....this is not a good thing. that means she picked some loser to sleep with. sigh. so i call her cell, and in my cheery i-know-you-did-something-bad voice..i say whats up ran? and shes all...hey..heyyy vanessa. (sounding guilty) so then i say...well ran..where were you last night that you never made it home? and shes like..hehe..ummm..well its not important. which means that she slept with the biggest loser of them all. this man is psycho and obsessed with her. so she sleeps with him. shes so stupid...

well anyway i went to her house to lecture her and get some money from her. and the guy that lives there is there with his girlfriend. then we all ganged up on her...lmao..and found she had hickeys..lmao. after that i went to the dollar store. i love the dollar store.lol so i got a ton of shit and then went to the food store and got a bunch more shit.lol and then i had to come home and put it all away..then i started laundry and cleaned some more..then i got lazy and laid around.lol

well then my sissy came on and i told her about me and jim kinda spatting..and then me and her had a huge fight bc im an idiot. sometimes i am really stupid and just blurt shit out..well while fighting with her...and it got ugly..jim came on. and of course he wants to know whats going on..bc i am all pissy...and i told him i didnt wanna talk about it..but he kept pushing..so i told him.. then he starts yelling at me..my sister signed off..and im like fucking christ. so i told jim i dont need this right now and then i go and call my sissy.

and that was probably the most god awful experience in my life. ok well one of them. she was crying her little eyeballs out. and it was my fault. and it made me feel so shitty. i felt like shit on someones shoe. i started crying too. i hate that i made her cry. im an asshole. and after about 10 emotional minutes....it was all better. then i come back up on here, and fight with jim bc he doesnt like anyone knowing his business...are you fucking kidding me..it barely had anything to do with him. but he apologized and said hes been very angry lately and he was sorry.

so after all that stress..i went and got intoxicated...yayyyy.lol and came home told my sissy i love her and passed out. woke up at 6am. ewwww...and now i am helping jim play name that tune for the 25 cds i sent him. fun fun fun.

5 days till jersey...what whatttt!lol