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god im so bored. ive got the blah blahs. im even getting bored of going shopping. can you believe it? ive spent 1200 in 5 days. on just stuff. i miss my jimmy. lets see...whats new?

(tapping fingers on keys)

jim called last night and i cried like a bitch. i just kept crying and being unreasonable like a 5 year old. he kept saying itll be alright vanessa and i was all no it wont. but saying it like a bratty 5 year old. lmao. then he started saying dirty things which makes me laugh. so i was like laughing then crying back and forth and then he said he had to go. yup.. back to crying again. this sux. he did tell me he misses me and wishes he were here. which i basically know. but i guess its the thought that counts. sighhhh

hmmm what else.....i went shopping again today. and actually came home with money. yayyyyyyy. im so proud. i went to walmart with intentions of filling out an application just so i could tell jim i did. and 45 mins and 82 dollars later i got in my car and forgot all about that application. oops. oh well ill go back tomorrow.

lmmfao. i also went to the pet store. again. the lady laughs at me when i come in now. i bought 15 water loving creatures. 15!!! i got a crab,a newt, and 13 fish. i was just there yesterday to get fish. i got 4 fish and a crab.so in 2 days ive bought 17 fish 2 crabs and a newt. thats really funny to me. and guess what? tomorrow is buy one get one free fish day. im really laughing about this. too funny.

ok well thats it for now.

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