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Monday, July 04, 2005

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yea so not much going on here. can you guys take the suspense? i cant. got it feels like weeks since i sent him that damn email. im slowly going crazy. i just want to know an answer already. yes or no. dammit.

anyway, didnt do much this weekend. i went to randis on friday night i think, cant seem to remember. oh wait..yea i did. saturday we went to her bosses pool and swam a bit. real nice pool with a hot tub and a waterfall. i want one of them. austin got attacked by a horsefly twice. austin does not like bugs so as soon as he knew something was on him he froze and cried until i came over. and it was biting him so he was like flipping out. then the fucker chased me around for like 10 minutes,bit me and then went back and got austin again. wasnt funny then but its funny now.lolthen the whole rest of the day everything that went past him was a horsefly. traumatized for life.lol they had fireworks here that night and i sat at randis and watched. that was the excitement of saturday.

yesterday was fairly dull again.i sat around and slept alot, like i did on saturday too,lol. and then i called my granny up and asked her to keep austin overnight and so i went and dropped him off. i ate some beef stew mmmmm, and then went to randis for a bit. then she eventually came here and we started doing shots. i dunno if i just havent drank plain vodka in awhile or if it was just gross vodka,but i coulndt do the whole shot thing. it was skyy vodka,just the regular kind. god i almost through it up on spot. well then we went to this girl nickys that i havent seen since me and jim first got together. and we partied there for a good while. god i got fucked up!!! i needed it to.

so then i came home all fucked up, and got on the computer cuz it just seemed fitting since i was happy and tore up that jim would respond to my email finally. he didnt, but of course my sister popped up with all this drama. she caught her dad cheating on his wife. now these surprizes me xero. i tried to tell him he was a pig,but she doesnt listen. she was all upset and crying. im not sure why she was crying cuz she doesnt even like the wife anyway. but she was crying and telling me how she wished she had a normal dad and blah blah. and i was trashed. i could barely type,let alone think straight, so she got pissed and left me. oh well. it sucks that she had such a high like respected view of him once and every year she gets older, it goes downhill. i knew it would,but i guess it hurts her to know that dad is the biggest pig bastard of them all. but she has to learn,bc then when he says mean things to her, shell learn not to care as much. as i did growing up with him. asshole. i wish shed come live with me

anyway, now i am off to get my child and hopefully go to the horsefly pool.lol

happy fourth

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