a word of thanks

thank you all so much for your kind words and prayers. that means alot to me. still no word from him but i found out what commo blackout means. communication blackout which would explain why im not hearing from here. i worry about him so much over there. i know he can handle his own and all. hes been away before and survived but yesterday i read a fellow bloggers site, the one thats titled a day in iraq and he is in the same place as jim is, and from his words it sounds like it really sucks there. like alot more than i thought. my poor baby. it made me wanna cry for him. sighh cant think about that now.

tonight im gonna go find something fun to do for my bday. not sure what but ITS GONNA BE FUN DAMMIT!!!!lol

today i used a lawnmower for the first time. now i was a spoiled rich bitch through life and never had to do this before in my 25 years. so of course i wait till the hottest fucking day of the year to do it. and weed too. i got stabbed by several throny things. ate about 10 gnats and killed about 45 very large and black crickets. cursing the whole damn time. and who, you ask, was i cursing? why president bush of course. for taking my man away and leaving me the job of getting sweaty and green and muddy and ewwwwwwww.lol

have a great weekend