good god im bitchy

people seem to be pissing me off left and righ tthis week..i am like a ticking bobm ready to explode any minute. i miss my lover... i wanna talk to him..i had pms..and i still have no period. which is odd bc god knows i get no sex...and i havent been anymore stresed then any other month. and everybody is just getting on my damn nerves. some people on the net with their drama on the small world board, people at work..good god. i have had enough. maybe i need an internet break. but then what would i do with myself.lol god knows i have no damn life.

valentines day is coming soon. and again i will be all alone. the second year in a row. im depressed about it already. gonna have to buy myself lots of chocolate. sigh


in good news my friend benito from nj is coming next weekend. i guess his friend is in a band and they are playing in a bar in delaware so hes gonna come here. i am soooo excited. ihavent seen him in like 5 years. hes like my big bro. i just love him.

i have a myspace account.. http://www.myspace.com/jimmysgirl8280, in case you wanna visit..anyway, and some of my old jersey friends have found me. people that were my bestest friends before i moved out of jersey. they are talking about a roadtrip down here..altogether...yayyyy im excited. i havent seen these people since i was pregnant..like 8 years ago. so that should be exciting.

austin will be going away for the whole summer. thats right..the whole summer! im so excited. and he is too. he will be going to his dads for almost 3 months. so that means 3 months of freedom. which is perfect bc that will be right when jim gets home. so we can go on romantic getaways..and screw all over the house. lol

and lets seeee..austin has a field trip coming up next month. to the baltimore aquarium. i have already been there but it was years ago..so im really excited for that too.


tomorrow night i am going with randi to a friends house. should be interesting.lol

thats about it