he is ok

my lover is ok. the other night it was looking like i may get a whole night of sleep for the first time in 2 months..when the phone rang. i pried my eyeballs open to see it was 2am...and the phone was ringing..as i was cursing obscenely..i answered to hear my sissys voice telling me jim was on the comp. so i ran to it and chatted with him till about 3am. he was ok and normal jim. and if i hadnt been so friggin exhausted i would have been really happy.

i got another message today too..so all is well. so far. but i read a thing on yahoo news that said the violence is gonna get worse over there. i wish he would come home. i miss him and i want him here safe..

sorry im so moody lately..but like i said i havent had a good nights sleep in 2 months..i got pms..and this stuff with him being there and his stupid mom is just putting me over the edge..not to mention sexual frustrations.lol

thank you all for your kind thoughts. i will be by to visit you all on sat.