sighhhh

i think im really starting to miss jim. havent heard from him in over week,and telling my stories about him makes me want him near. its gonna be a long stretch waiting for him. but thats ok. i will make the best of it.

for some reason my brain is foggy today and i cant think of a story to tell that i havent already told. so ill have to save it for tomorrow. austins making me mad cuz he keeps popping off at the mouth, im missing jim, im tired, i am hoping for the arrival of my period and stressing about it and i just got all this shit going on in my head and i cannot think of one damn story out of 4 damn years. its sad really.

soo sighhhhhhhhhh, heres to another work week and another lonely night in bed. if austin ever gets out of the damn shower so i can go to bed. grrr