if only you were here...

what a dissapointment. i swear. this weekend really sucked ass. like alot. sighhhh. so friday night i rented movies bc randi had to work on sat. i got guess who which was funny as hell. i got in good company which sucked ass. the pacifier which was ok. and the notebook and sweet november which are two of my favorites. so i cried a whole lot. oh i cant even talk about it.lol

then yesterday i was like blah bc i stayed up until 4 30am and then got back up at 10. did nothing really all day. then it came time to take austin to grannies. so i took him and then i went to randis where i sat and drank for awhile..yippee. and then we went to nickies where we did the same..can you feel my excitement yet? and then we went to the towns skeezy bar walked in and then i walked out. woohooo. then randi tried to make me go into this other skeezy bar..and i sat in the car. she was pissed but i didnt wanna go there in the first damn place. i dont like bars. i like the club scene. and thats what i wanted to do this weekend. not go to the local skeezebar full of toothless alchies.

if jim was here we would have rented a car and gone to the hardware bar and had a fucking blast. i miss him soooo much. im gonna go write him a letter since he doesnt seem to be able to do the email thing right now