a love story part 1

i dont really have alot to say unless its bitching lately, so i decided to tell the story of me and jim. you dont have to read it if you dont want. but like i said i got nothing else and this makes me happy.

ahem, so it all began in october of 2001. i had just lost over 30 lbs, just turned 21, and i was a happy,independent,confident,bitchy kinda chick. lol i had a few different things going on. i almost had jeff into me fully,and it looked like wed be getting back together,but just in case i was talking to a few other hotties. i wasnt sleeping with any of them before yall start thinkiong im trampy!!lol. anyway, i was at work looking prim and perfect, talking to me best friend who was also a male, when this really hot guy walked past me. i lost track of what my friend was saying to think out loud"wow,who is that?" i thought it was in my head,but it wasnt. and my friend said,i heard that.lol i asked if he knew who it was,and he said,thats jim. in like a disgusted voice. i said ohhhhh. and then i kinda forgot about it.well he ended up working there,and my friend cicily was like ness,ness theres a new guy in the warehouse and hes really hot. go check it out. its a long story,for another day, but i was not allowed in the warehouse.hehe.i was banned actually. but i knew the whole plant inside and out. so i took a secret way,to scope it out. as the day went by i knew who he was, how old, where he lived,went to school,everything. i found out from a bunch of different people. and they all said the same thing. he is an arrogant cocky asshole. i shrugged that off.

later that day on break, he was on break too. as he walked past, looking at the ground,with a smug look on his face, iasked how his day was going. he said hed been working for herr's(the chip factory)for awhile,just a different branch. i said o i c.i told him my name and he went to tell me his and i said i know who you are.and smiled. and he went off to his car. turns out he drove a brand new toyota celica in the dark blue color. i love that car. its hot. so then i went to scheming. i saw him again later in the day, and i said i heard some things about you. he said i heard some things about you too. i said i heard your a cocky asshole. he said i heard your a bitch. then we laughed. later that night when work was over, i decided i was gonna wait the extra hour till he got done. now my bf wes was already done,so i talked to him for awhile.as soon as i saw jim, i totally abandoned wes(which i had to hear about for a month) and went up to jim. i said when you gonna take me for a ride in that kick ass car of yours? he said lets go.so i got all giddy inside. i got in the car thinking i have to have this boy.(he was only 18 then) and we went for a ride. lemme tell you how ive never been so scared in my whole life.lol he went flying down this curvy hilly road. i actually put my seatbelt on in the middle of the ride.lol.

we started hanging out every now and then after work. on one ride(we were driving around looking for pot. i was a pothead then) he told me he heard i said he was hot. thank god it was dark bc i was blushing so hard my face was burning.lol i couldnt believe i was so schoolgirl like. after about a half hour, i finally told him i said that. then i dropped him off.lol. a few nights later we hung out till 6am just talking. it was great, we didnt have to actually go anywhere or do anything,but is was so much fun. this is all like in a 2 week period. soon we started going out during the day.not every day, but some. it amazed me how i kinda abandoned all my friends. the girls didnt mind, but the boys were furious with me. especially jeff. hed heard it through the herrs grapevine(cuz he worked there too) that i was scoping out this other guy. but i didnt care. i was all about jim.jeff who?

i was falling hard for jim. he was so much fun and so great. we were like little school kids with crushes. beating each other up, tickling. even my friends approved which was odd, cuz they never liked anyone i chose to date. and damn he was fine! this one day he took me to this place. im still not quite sure what it is. but it was this beautiful brick building overlooking the chesapeake river. the sun was shining, not a cloud in the sky,the water twinkling. we walked out onto the long dock andtalked for a lil bit. we stood right next to each other,looking in each others eyes.

he leaned over to kiss me........

the rest tomorrow.lmao!!