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Thursday, February 24, 2005

love story part 2

he leaned over to kiss me... and i turned away.lol. i really liked him alot. actually i think i may have even loved him then. but i didnt wanna give anything away. a kiss to me is more important than sex. you can have sex and it doesnt mean anything, but a kiss is always special. to me anyway. well he got mad of course.he couldnt understand why i wouldnt kiss him if i liked him so much. i told him when he made me his official girl, he could kiss me all the time!!lol.

two more weeks went by and we hung out all the time. everyday before work,and everyday after. i was so in love. and it seemed like it would take forever,if ever, for us to be official. and then without my knowing it we were. i was to go to jersey for turkey day the next week. now the thing about jim is hes a smartass. so when i said i was going,he was like guess i gotta find a new girl now. bastard.i got mad.lol but he ended up coming with me. my mom was really sick and in the hospital then. i didnt want to see her cuz it always made me cry. i hated seeing her so sick. this was the time where she called him jeff.haha. anyway, the day before turkey day we went to my friends bar. got completely trashed. it was bad. jim accidently burned off some of my friends hair. but she was so drunk she didnt care.lol it was a lot of fun. that night we went back to my moms house and started making out of course and we had sex for the first time. it amazed me how i held out so long with others. even when i was drunk, but i just gave it to jim. with no regrets. the rest of the trip was sex filled of course.lol on the way back home we stopped at every third rest stop and did it.lol it was crazy how much sex we had.

maybe a week later we had just finished, and he looked at me and said i think i love you. no ive been let down ALOT. so i paid no attention to it. cuz he had just had sex, so he may just have said it. then the next day while we were having sex he said it again. i was looking in his eyes at the time he said it and i knew he meant it. i cried. no man had ever told me they loved me. not even my step dad who raised me from a baby. i was so happy. i told him i loved him back of course. when we were done being dirty i asked if he really meant it. and he looked at me a minute.and then he said........

haha the rest tomorrow. i gotta go shovel the fucking snow!! i hate winter.lol

oh by the way HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SISSY!!she is 16 today

11 Comments:

  • At 2:18 PM, Blogger geezer squeezer! said…

    happy BERFDAY sissy!all the way from australia!aw,sweet 16.
    very mushy stories jerzee gir.nice.
    hey,whats a charlie brown tree??

     
  • At 2:23 PM, Blogger geezer squeezer! said…

    nearly forgot jerzee girl.hunter s thompson was a controversial US journalist.have you seen the movie 'fear and loathing in las vegas'?
    well this movies based on him and his drug fueled journo exploits.if you liked the movie trainspotting,then youd probably like this movie.berfday wishes to sis!

     
  • At 3:11 PM, Blogger Pep said…

    I like this! There's nothing like the first flush of first-time sex with someone...mmmmmmmmm!

    Hunter S went out the way he always wanted.
    He was mad!

    :)

     
  • At 3:28 PM, Blogger naughtygirl said…

    i guess they dont have charlie brown/snoopy by you. there is this cartoon about a lil boy with lots of bad luck named charlie brown. in the xmas special he gets a lil ass tree and all the branches are small and the needles fall off. i dunno you gotta see it.lol

    yes first sex with someone you care about is the best!!

     
  • At 7:37 PM, Blogger Queen on the run said…

    Jerzee girl I am with you!
    I too believe a kiss is much more special then sex. Sex can be had with anyone at anytime just about. But A kiss....Ah that first moment when your lips meet after wanting it for so long, and the warm feelings, and what sometimes follows that kiss. Yeah, I am definatley with you on that one!
    I love that you are telling this story.Can't wait to find out what happens next.:)

     
  • At 7:41 PM, Blogger cedia said…

    Hey! I do visit you. I visited yesterday but just didn't leave a comment. I'm here today.

     
  • At 7:43 PM, Blogger cedia said…

    Damn! pressed enter too fast. Anyhoo, that's a sweet story. I know you'll never forget the look he gave when he said he loved you the first time. That's special. I don't remember mine. That's sad.

     
  • At 12:19 AM, Blogger mcgibfried said…

    i swear, you watch pretty woman and then it's all "don't kiss cause that personal." julia roberts is like the rule setter! sheesh. :)

     
  • At 3:30 AM, Blogger geezer squeezer! said…

    jerzee you crazy gal!
    we do have charlie brown over here.but hes about as popular as a STD.and SNOOPY! i dont get it?!?! woodstock should have his own show though.how was your sisiters BERFDAY?

     
  • At 11:02 AM, Blogger boabhan sith said…

    That is a great story...

    I met the Rogue Wit at a psychic fair...can you believe that.

    We both did a post on it W-A-Y back in some of my first posts...so you'd have to check the archives...lol

     
  • At 12:55 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    That is a sweet story, jerzee girl. You sound very in lurve.

     

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